JJ, I still see some big sister, little brother, things that play out in my R with BB. She was the oldest child in her family and I was the youngest. Sounds childish I know, but learned patterns are hard to break not only sib R, but parent/child patterns, fears, and desires established in childhood. They were your world and dreams. Some dreams carry on throught life.
I am learning from your thread and give you a pat on the back for having the guts to continue going foward.
