Just wanted to give an update that things are still going great. My H has been working two hours from home, so I pack the kids up and go and visit. One weekend I even left the kids with my parents, and drove to see him. I spent a few hours on my hair, had a new outfit on and new matching bra and panties . Well he barely got in the door before he was jumping me. I felt like I was the one cheating on my life.

Last weekend H and I went hunting...(if you can call it that... we drive looking for deer, and when one is spoted, H won't shoot it b/c its too small) It was one of the best times ever. We spent most of the day just driving around. from 6am till 6pm, we have just each other to talk to. We talked about everything. It was the best quality time in a long time. I learnt a few new things about him.

We never took a honeymoon b/c money was short at the time, and then the kids came. Well last week H asked if I would like to go to Costa Rica for a honeymoon. I cried... what can I say. Travling has never been an interest for my H. So its a positve step for him.

Its hard sometimes reconizing the bad habits, but H is supportive in telling me what we need to work on, as I do for him. I still don't trust him, but I try to believe him when he tells me things. I have a wall around my heart, and it will take awhile for it to go away, but it will one day I'm sure.

I pray that things work out for others as it has for me. I hope everyone finds a soul mate like I have.

I saved my marriage and so can you....Its all about positive thinking...