Quote: I know I'm silly to be worried, but I will always be on guard looking for little evidence of another OW. I see how the pain that my H has caused me, bothers him, yet he will never say sorry.
PPL, you are NOT silly to be worried. You are totally justified given the history. I also would not totally think that he will never apologize. He may very well in time, but maybe he has not forgiven himself yet for hurting such a special woman!
