So I'm wondering if my rollercoaster ride will ever end. I have H still at home. he's actually working just outside town, so I have my days back, and share my nights... just like a real family.

I'm really not sure what has happened over the last few months, but the last few days, its like everything is normal again. I'm feeling a little unhappy. I seem to have lost my positive attitude. Infact I'm feeling too much like a doormat. All day I do the typical housewife crap, clean, laundry, cook supper, and after supper I do the dishes while H lies on the couch. The rule use to be that whoever cooked, the other person cleaned up. H can't even put his dishes away. I love doing stuff, don't get me wrong, but when it becomes expected, I start having a problem with this.

I'm still trying to DB, but I feel like H has slipped back into a comfortable role, and I feel like i have to walk on egg shells, just incase he leaves again.

I'm having a hard time dealing with the A. He seems to be okay with is, although he's been home for 2 weeks and we've only ML 3 times. H says he has a hard time ML b/c my belly is so big, meanwhile, I couldn't tell you the last time I felt this horny. As well I'm scared, once while kidding around my H said that "if ones not getting it at home, he's getting it somewhere else". I know he was kidding, but it ways on my mind.

To top off my mood, I seem to have misplaced my wedding ring. I hope that wasn't a sign, but be damned if I know where it went.

I hope this is all normal feelings while working on a marriage that has been sore for such a ong time.

Any tips on how to make the ride smoother? What has worked for others when their spouses returned?

I saved my marriage and so can you....Its all about positive thinking...