WAH working on R, what now?

[Pipeliners_wife]

Thanks M3M, i'm glad to hear things are great with you and B. We went to the MC once, and for now, I'm waiting to see what happens between H and I on our own. H isn't up to talking to anyone, and slowly we are doing well on our own. He is trying to hard. Almost 90% of his calls now are when he is alone. Its been over a year since he has called me alone. And it really helps me knowing I can talk to him, and his helper isn't hearing everything. When I found out I was preg, I had to tell H when his helper was around, because he wouldn't call me when he was alone. So I'm really pleased in that area.

I will make his fav meals, and the house will be clean. I'll go about doing what i have planned, and if he wants to join, great if not, thats okay too. I tend to forget that he JUST came back. It feels like nothing ever happened. I kept hoping one day I'd wake up and this was all a nightmare, and I tend to carry that thought. I really need to keep focus and keep doing what I was doing a month ago with few changes.

I'm plannning a trip to the calgary zoo on Sun. ITs D's 2nd bday. I'm thinking of packing a picnic. As for the Stampede, I'm going to take a pass. I love it and all, but being fat and preg, its really not that fun. The people drive me nutz

As long as its one day at a time, we'll be fine. I'm feeling so giddy tonight. i can't wait till he gets home which could be any day now. For my sake I hope hes home for a few weeks, but for his sake I hope its only a few days. He's burning out, and just wants to keep going. It would mean more to me if he could take a few weeks off when the baby is born than to take the time off now.

Hakuna Matata... means no worries