I really felt it was time to get back to deeper work on myself. I was starting to get too reactive.
Perhaps still in a bit of reaction, on Mon, I thought of the old saying: "What's good for the Goose is good for the Gander." I realized that I was unnecessarily being the "martyr" in terms of sacrificing, working hard, and saving. It is time for me to look at ways to invest in myself and let loose a bit more.
This thought allowed me to set up individual therapy that will hopefully help me w/ any future R. I also am looking into a personal coach to help me tighten up my abs. I hope to arrange that with a hot young undergrad - and perhaps W will walk by one of our workouts. I also plan to invest in some outdoor toys - kayak, etc... and begin using them before W leaves the house, storing them in 'my' garage. I figure since I dropped the rent $200 and theres no official lease, I can take that privilege. Finally, I will plan one "adult" outing a week, getting outside to mingle with other adults, and giving me more practice with the ladies.
Hope you all have a great Tuesday! Here's a rewarding day of GAL for all of us!
I also plan to invest in some outdoor toys - kayak, etc... and begin using them before W leaves the house, storing them in 'my' garage. I figure since I dropped the rent $200 and theres no official lease, I can take that privilege. Finally, I will plan one "adult" outing a week, getting outside to mingle with other adults, and giving me more practice with the ladies.
