I won't repeat the excellent advice about knocking off the R talks. I just wanted to at least offer a different perspective on the journal. Look at the bright side. She writes about you. Don't look at the words...just the fact that she thinks about you enough to write about. She sounds like she doesn't believe everything she sees, but she is looking. That's a good thing.
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In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
Don't look at the words...just the fact that she thinks about you enough to write about. She sounds like she doesn't believe everything she sees, but she is looking. That's a good thing. 
