Keep doing what's good for you and what's good for S5. Whether W has "moved on" or not doesn't affect the genuine need you two have for the very best Gabriel you can be.
Remember, too, that this is a roller coaster. If you need to pause for a while to get yourself back in shape, do so. If you're at the end of your rope, it'll become clear. But don't throw in the towel unless you're truly ready. Know for yourself that you did your best as long as you could, or else keep trying to do your best.
Prayers,
K
My sitch More importantly, Light A Million Candles
