T, I think you're right on with her reaction - she'd rather have my trapped at home as Mr. Mom than out on the town setting up a new life!
UD, she may be competing with me regarding GAL work, but that's too bad if so, cause once again it would be an external focus rather than a pursuit of a discovered passion of hers.
I just got Finley's The Secret of Letting Go. Hopefully it sheds some light on the whole dropping of the rope so that my DBing isn't affected by jealousy much anymore. Just received Awakening at Midlife, UD. Hopefully this helps me with me, as well as understanding W.
Had another read-thru of my old love letters to her (not so painful, actually felt good). Boy, was I a great romantic then! Need to brush up on that hopeful, trusting, risk-taking 'tude.
Ran into a very attractive colleague that I experience a brief mutual attraction to earlier in the year at a meeting today. Wow, she looked even better. We chatted for a bit, but I didn't feel the same vibe b/t us as before. I'm feeling lots of neg energy from run-in with W this am. Need to turn myself around, and stay focused on S5 and myself.
