Unfaithful wife

[LBHofWAW]

I am more depressed now then I was before. I truly miss her and just wish this whole mess would just come to an end. It scares me when she seems so confident when I am secretly hoping that she is miserable. I know she probably is behind closed doors. I just wish I could get a better read.

WAW's have an amazing ability to "act as if" right from the beginning. They do a really good job of it too! This is because they are normally months (if not years) ahead of us on the scale - they have been contemplating D for a while. She most likely puts on a good show for you, so you don't know what is really going on. Remember, it just "seems" like she is confident. The eyes are a good indicator of how someone feels though. That's why a lot of the time, the WA doesn't make eye contact. It gives them away. I actually made eye contact the other day with my WAW - and I could see in her eyes the love was still there, along with hurt and guilt. I've known her for nearly 18 years, and I always know that I can look in her eyes to see how she really feels...anyway, I'm rambling. Keep up the good work and the PMA! Baby steps, baby steps!!!