((((((((((((((((JV))))))))))))))))))

I hear you loud and clear!!! One day everything seems crystal clear and the next we're a flippin' mess. I don't have any real advice JV because I'm going through the same feelings. I think we just have to ride this storm out and do the best that we can. Like you, I try to DB but some days I just don't bloody well feel like it but then I get back on "that damned horse" and ride it for all it's worth.

You're doing a fine job JV in a VERY difficult situation. Don't beat yourself up over yesterday. Deal with now and hope for the best.

Take care.

Cheers, Scottisheart