Trying to find MY way to happiness

[ValerieA]

Hi, Slowly.

Interesting, yes. Holding onto myself...mostly ...yes again.

I'm just trying to hang in there. I feel like I'm going through very mixed emotions right now. I miss H sometimes, but even moreso, I'm finding myself craving more time and space away from him....???....I think it has a lot to do with daily contact which is always initiated by H, but it's not the positive contact we hope and work hard for when DBing. It's H venting...always venting about his frustrations, and the majority of the time, I can't handle it. It's hard to sit there and listen to his ANGER where every other word is a cuss word.

Ugh...but I'm trying.

Thanks for stopping by, Slowly. I follow your sitch, too, but I don't post because I don't feel I have anything to offer. Besides, you and NG seem to have been on track for awhile now . All the best to you.

JV

"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination."