I echo EVERYTHING that our dear friend DMF has shared with you... AND, if I have to... I will drive in DMF"s pathfinder WITH HIM up to Sacramento and help him put you in THAT "time-out" corner! (dunce cap and all!)
On a serious note, although you may not see it quite yet, I do feel that you are sounding stronger in your most recent posts.... So, JV... Here is my advice... CUT THAT HAIR!!! Get a manicure AND a pedicure!! You are doing so well with trying to focus on JV! Have a BLAST with your sisters! Dance your A$$ off with them! ENJOY YOURSELF! You deserve nothing but FUN!
I know this is all so hard, JV... But, I am really proud of you for doing nice things for yourself. I am cheering for you over here in Southern California! GO JV!!!! -OC Kim