hi cupcake, you dont' ramble as much as I do. And, no, we've never separated. Sometimes I think it would have been easier.
I believe I probably do read things into every little nuance. which makes it hard, but on the other hand I often find out I am right. yuck.
I have to admit, it has been 3 months almost since he has been with her, I KNOW this for a fact because frankly he is seldom/never gone from home, and his walks on Sundays are now about an hour (normal) instead of 4 or more.
I can see how my anxiety would drive him nuts.
I don't know what to think, I just know I was really caught off guard by how down hill things went over vacation.
Yes, I know ow needs to leave town, H needs a different job. Not a whole lot I can do to influence either sitch that I can see. actually I could maybe do something...but it would be very risky. I have info from H that ow takes prescription drugs for herself from the drug closet here at work. I could turn that in annonymously to QA, but I'm guessing that H is the only person who knows, so it would very likely backfire on me. dangerous.
I gotta go...be back later this evening. thanks for stopping in. I'd love to find your old threads, I'll try to look for them.
