ah, I thought of a tidbit I meant to post and forgot...journaling really, so I will be able to recall it. Saturday when H was...again...more loving and romantic, I commented that I have a tendency to "overdo it" with so many things. I was thinking that I get anxious so easily. H misunderstood my meaning, and said "Did you want me?" I was confused, but said "yes I did, very much"...and then H responded "then you had to"....

Then I understood that he meant that if I wanted to get him away from ow, I had to come on strong. interesting, I thought. I never did set him straight on what my original thought had been.


been around awhile!