I did just get an email from h that said he "finally got a break in the action" and ended with "As for your worries, don’t you have anything to worry about" (I assume he meant "you don't have anything to worry about") I know it isnt good dbing, and I've been working really hard to keep my mouth shut the last 2 weeks, mostly with success, but when I replied to his email this am I told him i was having the "post-vacation blues" and that they were made worse by being back at work, which made my anxiety peak...so anyway, maybe we can get back on track. I certainly hope and pray we can.
It's just weird, things seemed so good before we left on vacation, maybe it is just all the memories that mess with his head which in turn makes it hard for me to keep my wits/focus. siiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.
