Haven't been posting a lot. Just been reading your advice to yoyo girl. I found it very useful to remind me to keep dbing. Now that I will be meeting H in Vegas in a few days the whole gifts from possible ow is looming large in my mind. H and I have been talking on the phone a lot.
He says he misses me so much and loves me very very much. I don't want to blow it when I see him. Your take on how ow is in it for the power and the money makes so much sense.
H is well off business owner so I can see how that plays into it. It was a timely reminder to me to just let this op self destruct. But it is very hard. When I think of how you have done it for 2 yrs and with her working there with you. I think if you can do it through all of that and come out with your M intact on the other side then I can do it too.
Don't get derailed by ow suspicions. You are right I think letting go of the fantasy of ow is hard for Hs. Hang in there.
