No, I'm here. I just had the week off and spent it with my boys and with my nephew. Tomorrow back to work. Ugghhh

We've had a good time. Movies, water park, white water rafting, swim meet. It's been relaxing and was real helpful in getting some of the anxiousness surrounding the X out of my head.

In case you are wondering....there isn't another woman anymore. I think she sensed my indifference or something and moved on.

So updates:
Wednesday the boys and I drove to Montana for white water rafting. I didn't call at all, but she did eventually call me to tell me about this bad storm that occurred here and that maybe I would need to have the insurance guy come by to look for damage. We had a nice discussion about this job she applied for.

When we got back she dropped by to drop off her son who wanted to stay with us. After the swim meet she kept asking what we had planned, but I had plans already so I just took her son with us to a picnic thing and didn't really tell her exactly what we were doing. She called this morning and we set up a biking thing. When I didn't come over right away she called back and feigned that she was mad, but didn't seem to be. After biking she invited us out to a lake for some swimming. We just got done with that.

Potential positives: Fair amount of joking around. I've picked her up a few times threatening to throw her in the water and she didn't do any struggling. She looked at me while I held her and didn't act like she even wanted to get down. She keeps asking what we are going to do. I actually have been fairly good about not inviting her to anything.

Well, gotta make dinner. I'll write a little more later if I think of something. I see there are quite a few new ones on here which is a bummer and I should try making them welcome.

Have a nice night. "See" you later.

W

In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
Abraham Lincoln

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.
Theodore Roosevelt