Where was I? Oh yeah, nothing is new with me. Since Monday night tennis I've had no contact. I'm sure some of you are like....of course not..we don't have contact with ex's or walk aways every day. Well it's unusual for there to be no contact. I've determined that I need a little period of darkness. Not so she'll miss me and want me (although it would be nice if she did), but because I want to get to where I don't miss her. I intend to wait this out. She'll soon have her kids back and I'd like to see them so the period of darkness may have to be shorter than I was thinking. But I don't have to initiate doing anything with her.
About OW. I did call her yesterday (I'm sure no one wants to hear how I'm dbing with OW....feels like cheating since I still talk about X on here) and had a nice conversation. I don't feel a strong urge to pursue her, but I would like to do some things together. Not sure exactly where to go with this. After a couple dates maybe I'll try to figure that out. She might want nothing more than someone to go to a movie with.
Well, that's it for updates. Reading Linda's thread tempts me to pursue, but I have been getting negative vibes lately and feel I need to back off and see if she's interested in pursuing.
Oh yeah, I started love lines. I think I express love through quality time or possibly physical touch, but I'll have to read further. I'm wondering if perhaps my ex is acts of service (that's how she seems to show me love). Just a little side note. Have a nice night all.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
