Quote: Anyway, I'm not angry or bitter at ex. I'm thinking critically about myself.
Have you snapped out of this self critical state yet? Your post reminded me of a line from a movie:
[Rafiki hits Simba on the head with his stick]
Adult Simba: Oww. Jeez... What was that for?
Rafiki: It doesn't matter, it's in the past.
Adult Simba: Yeah, but it still hurts.
Rafiki: Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it.
[swings his stick at Simba again who ducks out of the way]
Rafiki: Ha. You See? So what are you going to do?
Actually, I think you are coming to a good place w/your sitch. (detaching!)
Quote: The difference today though was I didn't miss her
But, some of us still want to know how last night went? Ok, maybe it's just me, so how was it? did you keep ex off your mind and enjoy the evening?
T 
