To be honest. After all the interactions I've had with my ex, all the pseudodates, all the sexual innuendos and attempts to seduce her. I'm scared. I don't know what I want to portray....a confident person that's fine with showing up alone at a bar to hang out with his ex-wife and her friends and is fun to be around (I hope I can pull that part off) or if I want to be someone that doesn't need to be around her. I even debated going out but to a different place and seeing if she eventually showed up over there.
But when all is said and done I'm scared of going over there. I'm afraid what my expectations will do to me. But she was the one showing confidence here (almost like she threw down a gauntlet). Should I pick it up or not? Imagine me....worried about pursuing.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
