I hear ya but I'm not even looking for a particular script. I am just looking for anything that shows that H ever has a sexual thought in my general direction without me having to mention it, wheedle it out of him, jump on him to produce it etc.... Yes, I am depending on him to make me feel sexually appealing because I want to be sexually appealing TO HIM. I am (in general) fairly sexually appealing to men (in general). So what. The ridiculous part is that I could troll for sexual compliments in the general public and get them. At home forget it.
Maybe he can't figure out how to say it. Maybe he witholds saying it on purpose. There are times I'm not sure. I heard him give advice to a young cousin of his. His advice was only to marry someone you feel passion for. The implication in it was that he does feel passion for me. I was hard pressed not to ask him - "So, did YOU marry someone you feel passionate about?"
I realize that I am being grumpy, PMSy and frustrated. I am all three of those but I really am not trying to give H a script in my movie. I am only trying to figure out whether we are in a romance or a tragedy.
