Karen, Hugs to you m'lady. I know how frustrating it is to feel like you are the last on his list. Makes it feel like you are just another chore that has to be done, eh? Maybe there is a better time than just before going to sleep? I don't really have any new advice to give you, just writing to say I sympathize and to give you a cyber-hug (not that it is the same as one from your H, LOL). It almost sounds like you are getting to the same don't care state as I seem to have reached. It's kinda blah, but at the same time, I am not feeling the anger I had previously. Guess that is a good thing? Did you ever go to the WWME weekend? IIRC, you were looking into it a while back.
BTW, we are finally getting the NFP thing down to a routine. The abstinence periods had been a bone of contention because she treated them as a vacation from anything sexual while I felt that it would be a time for 'anything but'. Well, it is still that way, but it isn't really bothering me like it did before.
