Had to go to a work function last evening. I came home and dropped the kids off and got all dolled up - tight black dress, heels, makeup, hair - the works. H couldn't go with me for several reasons but I had hoped for at least a "you look nice honey." Nothing. Just goodbye and don't stay out too late you don't want to be too tired.
When I came home at 10pm (the dinner thing was 45 min away and started at 7:30) we watched tv and went to bed. I had mentioned earlier in the day that since my spotting had stopped we were clear to ML. H cuddled up and made a few appreciative noises (Mmmm) and THATS IT! I figure that I was probably supposed to move forward on the "MMmm" cue but what was stopping him? And he is leaving on that GD trip tomorrow:[
Tomorrow he and the guys will go as far as "South of the Border" with me then they will go on to Myrtle Beach and I will go on to FL where I will drop off ds13, dd8 with their Dad in Georgia and baby14mos and I will continue to Orlando to see my best friend.
I gotta talk to H. I want to ML tonight and want at least one private type phone call while he is gone. I am not enjoying still hating this trip. I am REALLY not enjoying the timing of it. I know. I know. It really is MY problem not his and I need to get a grip. That is exactly why I post my nuttiness here instead of spill it all over him.
