Hi all. I am pretty hormonal but I am ok. H has thrown himself into a home improvement project as distraction. He needs to do this and it is ok. In the meantime I want us to keep talking, communicating, and touching. I want to come out on the other side "stronger for the challenge" but not just saying that as some kind of lame saying but meaning it. I have three healthy biological children. I am a blessed woman. Maybe God has one or two more in store for us. Maybe he/she doesn't. Either way I need to love my kids, love my H and pray for peace.