The babies will be about 22 months apart. I am hoping everything is ok with new baby - my first test results were a little borderline but as long as the new tests show the rise in hormones that they should then things will be fine. If not, then back to the drawing board:]
Went to bed exhausted again last night and I said - "H, I would like to have sex sometime in the very near future." He said, "I'm lying on my back naked. I've done my part." I said, "No. You really have to show a bit more interest than that." H jokingly said, "You mean staying up until 11pm helping kids with their issues at the dining room table didn't equate with showing desire for sex?" I said (also jokingly) "Sex with the kids maybe." I was trying to jokingly equate that who one spends time with is the one whom one has some sort of desire to be with. True, the kids needed him AND he might also have shown desire for me by coming over once in a while for a friendly rump pat or a kiss. I'm sure we'll have sex in the next few days but I just wish that his desire were more evident. I really think that when he lies on his back at bedtime I am supposed to interpret that as an "all clear". How would you guys feel about that?
