The weekend was difficult. I tried to control the moodiness, except for the times I couldn't; H was supportive except for the times he wasn't, and I tried not to deteriorate when I wasn't getting what I wanted from him. We haven't ML bc of my period and there's The Wall again.
When H left for work this morning I started to miss him, and when he called, I could tell he felt the same. We softened towards each other. He was making logical, practical suggestions about my downness, and I told him that I know what do to and that I am operating on 8 cylinders, giving it my all...he seemed to like this analogy ( he's into cars) and said that maybe I need 12 right now and he can supply the other 4. It was as emotional and empathic as he gets, lol, and it made me feel better, like we are in this together.
I had a pretty ok day today...spent it with my mother...did the right thing, was responsible, but thought about myself as well.
Karen...a special thanks to you for checking in...I know you are going through your own feelings of loss. I really do find this BB supportive.
