Not much to journal here re: our sex life due to it being that-time-of the month. I am feeling blechy, there are some medical issues going on with my parents, and I just sort of feel down. H looks like he has lost his best friend...I am trying to reassure him that he's doing all the right things, but he really needs me to be upbeat and cheery. He mistakes my blahness for something he has done wrong...what's up with that?
We have a few social things this weekend and I feel extra stress now to "be happy" when I am not feeling so great physically. I am just realizing how much pressure I feel from him to be the animated, smiley one...not sure how to undo this.
