Kim - H is terrible at remembering these things... Until this happened, even I don't really keep tabs. I know, I know, a good relationship needs proper nurturing. Guessed, we were so wrapped up with our kids, our jobs etc to really see that we should spend time together... Today, is our 18th anniversary of being together...brought it up about 3 weeks ago and he went "oh yeah..uh, wow...it's been 18 years. what a long time. I can remember that it took so much effort to chase after you"... Our wedding anniversary is in November.

I will have to let today pass. No point calling or texting him. It will definitely scare him off and put him in a depressed mood or make him feel bad, and then he will think that I am deliberately trying to make him feel bad. So, I will just lay low for today. No calls from H yet. It is almost 11 pm his time. MMMmmm YOYO ..keep calm and not ASSume anything!!

Better keep myself busy busy busy... do have a work meeting to go to this afternoon.

Trying to Stay POSITIVE for ME!!!