Boy you have been doing a lot of yoyoing...but we can all relate. Turn the tables around...instead of you obsessing over H, make him obsess over you. It's like by him leaving he's 'gone dark' on you and you are responding how we would like our WAS's to respond to us ( it's like he's DBing you ). You go dark, and let him guess about you. But you've done well with the recent calls and IM's...make them short and sweet.
How does your father know about your sitch? If i remember correctly u hadn't told him b/c you feared your dad's reaction to H?
