Kim, KDK, Anna - Fellow Sister Goddesses...Thanks for kicking my arse! I think I needed it. I felt really terrible yesterday that I went home and cried my eyes out. Had to say that sobbing did make me feel better, plus I had my sister's shoulder to cry on. I didn't attempt to text or call H again. He did call while I was in the shower. Spoke to S8. When I came out of the shower, S8 said that daddy called but line was bad. And I saw H had texted me. He texted that he called but I was in the shower and he's over at A (on the East Coast), and he is going into a meeting now. I don't know anymore...what to believe. So, I won't bash my head trying to analyse or believe or whatever. I should just listen with my left ear, and then out through my right ear. I didn't text back till later...I re-read DR and thought about what I should do... If I don't text back, he will think that I am upset and that will drive him further...So, I picked up my phone and texted him cheerfully.. Told him about S8's call from a girl who is going to be Padme (S8's party theme is Star Wars ) and S8 didn't want us to hear his convo. Also told him about his high school reunion this weekend. In about an hour's after my text, he texted back acknowledging the reunion, and informing me that his meetings officially start today (Tuesday) and will be till next Monday. Not long after this second text, he called me. I tried to sound cheerful and told him about S8, and he said "yeah...I saw your text. Okay. Bye!" It was the shortest phone call ever. He seems like he was in a hurry to go. Oh well...got to stop pondering now... As my friend said "you got to stop thinking about H and start living independently and for yourself!". So, I really have to heed all the advice and GAL and Yes..to start writing down my mini-goals. I think that helped with my GAL and PMA. I don't know if it is too soon to write down action-oriented goals with regards to H at this point in time. I could try I guessed...Let me think and get back...