I agree with KDU. You are a much stronger person than you are giving yourself credit for right now. Write down some mini goals like you have in the past to keep yourself occupied. Don't assume anything, this will only make yourself miserable. ((((hugs)))))
M:43 H:37 D14 (ours) D18 (mine) S22 (mine) S18 (his) S: 10/2004 Bomb: 2/15/05 In/out of home Living with OW #4 Talks of D for 2-1/2 years
