I really need to vent here...before I do something stupid and blow everything out of proportion. I have to continue typing until I calm down. No..I have not said anything terrible in my recent text to H. I just have to keep my cool when he next calls. Or maybe I should just avoid his phone calls... Why am I feeling like SH!T??? I feel like throwing the towel..but then again, throwing the towel before I know all the facts is quite stupid, right? GOSH...fellow DBers...wished I could pick up and phone and call you guys... My emotions are yoyo-ing. I really need to detach and not let H affect me anymore. Sh!T this is harder than I thought.....
