H texted me at about 12 midnight (my time) telling me the "groceries" meant as in "buying drinks and chips for munching". But no calls yet. No IM too... I guessed my sh!tty mood is because I had so many horrible dreams last night. Prior to bedtime, have read alot about OW controlling the WAS, and there I was dreaming about the OW controlling my H. And H texting me telling that OW wants to manage his $$ and therefore he can't give me the $ as he had previously promised! I know, I know, it's just a dream but it's got an effect on me though. GOSH... I have to get out of this rut and get back to work!!! I really have to reinstate my PMA. My retail therapy yesterday was fun (bought two spagetti-strap dresses!! - actually I was rather conservative before the bomb)...but the euphoria of shopping didn't carry over to today...*sigh*...Okay Okay...really got to snap out of this! Need to think of happy thoughts!!
I guessed my sh!tty mood is because I had so many horrible dreams last night. Prior to bedtime, have read alot about OW controlling the WAS, and there I was dreaming about the OW controlling my H. And H texting me telling that OW wants to manage his $$ and therefore he can't give me the $ as he had previously promised! 
I know, I know, it's just a dream but it's got an effect on me though. GOSH... I have to get out of this rut and get back to work!!! I really have to reinstate my PMA. My retail therapy yesterday was fun (bought two spagetti-strap dresses!! - actually I was rather conservative before the bomb)...but the euphoria of shopping didn't carry over to today...*sigh*...Okay Okay...really got to snap out of this! Need to think of happy thoughts!! 
