Sophie, NY - Thanks for your input. I don't think that I am "sitting down doing nothing and waiting" for H's decision. I guessed NY's latter comment about patience is the route I am taking?? It's just that everything feels so WEIRD with "doing nothing" for the R or M. Meanwhile, I am continuing with GAL, am still going to work (work projects are starting to pile up as I've been rather inefficient the last couple of months, plus my company is growing real fast...and I've been given the opportunity to be part of), continuing to meet with my friends and workmates, have fun with my kids (with or without H).... So, in essence, I am getting on with my life as "normal". I just don't know if this is healthy in the LONG run....
Journalling... H came back late again last night. But I was up since I was watching the pilot episode of Desperate Housewives (we are kinda slow with network tv over here....). H asked to use my notebook and he continued to work in our home office. Later, he came in and asked "Do you know how much the international school is?" I said mmm "50 K?". H said "Registration is US 15 K, and each semester is US 10 K". I was like "Crazy!". That was the end of our convo last night.
This morning...we had a 5-sentence convo about this weekend's outdoor cinema which H said that he wanted to invite some friends to, his short drinks session with another friend last night, his "foul" name in the market now (due to our sitch). At work this morning, I turned on my notebook (H did not log-out properly) and saw that he was surfing the net for information on rental homes in the country that he may work in. He also went into the site for the international school. (Is that a good sign? That he is looking at schools for the boys over there? Does he want us to go with him? I don't know. DO NOT EXPECT!! DO NOT HOPE! EXPECTATIONS will only cause disappointment. So STOP it now!!!)
Okay...Need to work now...There's like at least 3 projects on my desk!!
