Hey....Everyone!! Thanks for keeping up my PMA! Am still feeling great this morning. (Thank God!) Was a bit scared that my PMA wouldn't last.
My fellow Sister Goddesses... I highly recommend a cute little tattoo on your butt. Makes a whole lot of difference on how you feel. Mmm...a mommy dressed really demurely, but beneath the clothing..she is one HOT SEXY MAMA. LOL
Journalling... Last night, as usual...H came back real late, about midnight. Dashed out again to get his credit card bills paid (Yesterday was the deadline. I normally do it for him. But no longer...) He got into bed about 1 am. I got up to visit the loo and he inquired about my little tattoo. Then he asked "What are you going to do with me?" I just answered a quick "Nothing". (I don't want to analyze this but I think this man is expecting me to make a decision for him. He really wants me to be angry and to throw him out??? That would solve his problem...) Anyway, this MUSH-brained person then asked if I want to ML. Oh...this time..I was so sleepy, I actually declined. Plus..didn't feel any raging hormones on this night. And he went on to talk abit..inquiring about S5's family day on Sunday. He said that he needs to go out of state again, for his interview on Monday. I just listened. Didn't make any comments.
This morning.. S8 had a conversation with H. (I was not there…I was still in my room. H went up to say bye to the boys. S8 told me about their convo in the car when I was dropping him off at extra classes).. S8: Are you getting a divorce? H: What? What are you talking about? S8: Mommy said so H: No ...Don’t be crazy What do you make of that? Again, won't analyze.
Anyway, he took some $$ for me. Only half of the agreed amount. He said that he will give the rest to me tonight and that "Don't worry. You don't have to hound me for the $$. I will give you". I was kinda terrible and sacarstic (which I shouldn't have, I admit) and said "Now you are living in the house, and it is so difficult. Can you imagine how it would be after you leave?" I know..terrible. I actually told myself that I am not gonna bring up his leaving until he tells me so. Bad Yoyo...Bad Girl!! Ha ha ha. But not gonna dwell on it.
Sent him an email yesterday with regards to time with the boys. He still hasn't replied it. Mmmm...Can one be soooo busy at work that he can't type a simple YES or NO?
Will be going out dinner with my in-laws tonight...H said he will attend too. But he may chicken-out...seeing that he feels kinda awkward with his family now. Well, regardless of whether he is going or not....boys and I are going...and we are gonna enjoy ourselves...SIL leaving for Europe on a 3-week holiday (WOW...how I wish I could go as well...but the exchange rate is terrible...)
Oh...an additional GAL for today...LUNCH with an old friend...
