Thanks Scotti, you're a real confidence builder

Had a pretty good weekend playing in a two day golf tournament. Had not played but a couple of times this season so I was still kind of tight and rusty. Both days it took the front 9 holes to get loose enough to get a full back swing. Once I did, my game fell into place. Unfortunately playing par golf for 9 of 18 holes puts you about mid-pack, but I had a good time anyway. In fact, I had too good a time after golf on Sunday. I'm still paying for it at lunch today

No contact with XW whatsoever. I'll stop at the house tomorrow night to pick up the mail that is still ending up there. If she's there, fine, but if not I don't think I'll be disappointed.

Some friends invited me to their house for Thanksgiving, which was very thoughtful of them. I hadn't thought about the holidays much, nor my birthday which is next Monday. There are some traditions that we practiced as a family over the last 18 years that will not happen now. This is going to be the tough part if I let it overcome my PMA. They left the invitation open ended...kind of "you may want to be alone, but if you don't just let us know. You are welcome."

Work has been a b!!!ch today. New boss wants to make an impression but after our first meeting the impression may be the back of his head against the wall After a day like this I would have stopped off on the way home so as to not upset everyone. Tonight I'll just go straight home and unwind. This PMA stuff requires constant attention!