Its not working!!!

I felt okay for the rest of the day after writing my previous post but it is now 1.30a.m. and I am feeling really down. I have to get to work tomorrow but I cant get to sleep.

Part of me knows it's temporal and that it's a combination of things going on. But it still hurts and I hate this whole situation. It just sucks!

Anyone out there, do you have a joke or something - anything to get me out of this mood? It's not even that H is there with ow. I think it is more that I dont have anyone in my life giving me emotional support and I havent had in a long time. And whilst I was busy making do without any emotional support and busy keeping our family going, H was busy getting tons of emotional support from ow.

So please anyone with anything to get me out of this slump?Please dont ignore this post.