My household has been in such chaos, I have not had time to come back here and post, though I've tried to check in and read.
I want to come back when I can really fill you in, but wanted to let you know that I'm still here, still interested, and still willing to discuss: it's all about time...
Yep, he's left: more details to follow. Right now I'm trying to hold myself together, hold my kids together, and find the time to really think about what my responses and actions should be, so I don't dig a big hole even deeper.
The grand irony in this post to this thread?!?!? I'm so incredibly hurt and lonely, all I can think about is falling into the arms of someone who can make me feel better, even just for a little while. Some nights it's all I can think about. I have a tremendous imagination for love (and sex!) with someone who isn't hurting me every day...
