We do have a lot to be proud of. We can talk about things, we ML frequently, we rarely fight and laugh together every day, we have a sense of being a 'team'...well, things are so good that he thinks we should give marriage seminars to other folks!
I am anxious for the day when he is able to show desire to me. Even small things.
If this day is on the horizon, I can easily keep going--we DO have a good life together. If this day is not on the horizon, then I will sink into my resigned disillusionment and stay there forever.
I cannot believe that this guy who would do anything for me can't find it in himself to compliment me or feel me up or kiss me. I am so easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, now that I have aired this resentment, it's time for me to start getting a grip on it. Thanks for the reminder of how far we've come. We truly have. I look back at some of my early posts and I was one angry chick. He alternated between anger and ass-kissing. It wasn't pretty.
Ok, back to work. Can't leave D3 alone for an instant these days. She drew on her eyelids with black marker yesterday. I told H she would fit right in with the goth teenagers at the mall.
