HP, from what I think I know of you, having your partner interested in you is so very energizing. You could live for a month on one great lusty chase and encounter, (ok longing for another but enough fuel anyhow).

Keep your ground! I have drifted into complacency and have lost my twinkle. I hope its still out there but with the meds im taking and my situation, there is no drive and I am changing to be ND. It's not me. There is no energy. No twinkle. I dont feel alive! I feel like a working drone.

DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU! (((((HUGS))))

Pity me that the heart is slow to learn What the swift mind beholds at every turn. Edna St. Vincent Millay