JenOTI yes, intellectually, I know that, and really a lot of the time I am OK with it. Other times, like now, I get into a funk about it and have a hard time shaking it off. It really hurts me to see her stuggling like that, to the point that I am finding it very hard to initiate and occasionally losing my E when we are ML. If you look back in my posts, you'll see that I've given her a lot of credit for stretching herself. It is jsut times like now, I see the distance between where she is and where I want her to be rather than the distance she has already come.
Last night, I was looking through the mail and there was a Fredericks of hollywood catalog in the mail. I opened it up and made a light comment along the lines of lets see if there's anything you'd like in here. It was met with a stern I'm too fat for any of that stuff, which just totalled the night for me.
