Aw Lou, thanks for that! How nice. I swear I was just journaling and not going fishin.
I know I look alright..I still get attention from the opposite sex, but I don't fit in my clothes and therefore I feel "off". I don't feel attractive because, honestly, what is attractive about a person squishing in their clothes, lol.
Add in the fact that I am in pain and walk like a little old lady and that MrHP is passive about his desire, and you have a recipe for a person who no longer identifies herself as a babe.
