Thank for the advise. I have been really trying to stay positive but I feel really distraut today. I feel like crying. It hard when Hannah is up a lot during the night...having to be here at work at 545a...I am starting to feel like I have no time for me. I dont mind anything that goes on with my Hannah but sometimes it overwelming when I have no assistance. Then I think that H is out doing whatever he wants without any thoughts of what is going on with us. Okay I just spoke to H...he said that he is going to need to move out of his sisters...he needs to find a place. We are not going to be able to do all of this. He hung up on me because of what I did...here it goes....I asked H why he didnt call me last night...he said he didnt feel like it. I asked him what time he got home...he said that he got a room down the street from his sisters....WTF! I asked if Melinda was with him....he said that I am psycho and that he is turning off hs phone so that he doesnt have to talk to me.
That sounds guily to me!
He has a home to live at....Ours He cashed a check that is for him to work on his car to pay for the room. He always lies so why am I psycho.
I am at my wits end....cant stop crying...I feel dead!
