Well H called a few times yesterday and last night. He had to work a lot but wanted to wish me a good night. He said that he thinks that our M will work out and we can be happy. I am still trying not to take this as real because I don't feel like being slapped in the face again. I am trying to stay strong and logical. H called again this morning at 530a to let me know that he worked 17 hours yesterday....Wooooo Hoooo! lol! He said that he was going to bed and he would talk to me this afternoon. I said okay have a great sleep. H is acting different....more friendly towards me and starting to call more again....I havent taken all of his calls though. I dont want to fell as if I am the rebound from his fantasy relationship or that he can think that he has me wrapped around his pinky. I am so tempted to ask if he has communicated with the OW but I know that would help out this situation at all. I also wanted to ask more R questions but Yeah...I left that alon too! I am doing great D but I must end this with a question. What other things can I do to show that I want us but to show that I dont want to take all of the [censored]? Maybe I am jumping ahead to fast....Yikes this is so confusing...lol!
