Andy, I have asked him and he always says that it is him. That I didn't do anything to him. I don't want to be spared I just wish I could believe that.
Okay just an update.... I am feeling that something is going on with H. When I have spoken to him lately I feel like he is trying to DB me in a way. H is acting happy and energetic...it makes me wonder what is going on. We dont have long conversations and I feel like he is getting a little distant. I guess that only time will tell. I just hate that I am so confused. Maybe he needs time but maybe he is really enjoying his no responsibility life and will never come back. I feel like I am on a solo rollercoaster and I am about to puke.....lol! H was lacking even asking about how D1 was until yesterday...doesnt he wonder how she is and what she is up to? His sister called and told me that he has been home and not staying in his room all of the time. Maybe this is my destiny...I just wish I had more input into it!
Just keep doing what you're doing Michelle. Concentrate on you and your baby. Watch his actions from afar, like you're watching a TV show. Less chance of you getting even more hurt that way I think...
H just called and said....When we get back together can we open a Lowe's credit card so that its easier to keep track of my business expenses....(H works in construction)
I am validating my feelings that when H wants things he wants to be together...
H also said that it makes him think more when we dont spend so much time together...and talk all of the time. Maybe it validates his time with OW....Do not disturb!
H just called and said....When we get back together can we open a Lowe's credit card so that its easier to keep track of my business expenses....(H works in construction)
I think he's so romantic... what a charmer, knows just what to say to win a girl's heart...
I love it! I love that you both feel the same way as me..LMAO!
I want my romantic knight to come home because he needs my good credit and then build on to the castle to help out his mistress.....lol!
I think he needs to enter a different dream... My matador needs to have the bull run after his cape and chop off his balls because he sure must have some big ones in order to win me over with those thoughts....
I am really enjoying this right now....I must be sick!
Well, BLONDEQT1, I'll tell you what... if it doesn't work out with your H, I'll come out and meet you, and who knows? If we hit it off, first you can cosign the new mortgage I'll get. That's how much I love you, I trust you with my mortgage! Then we can walk hand in hand, on a starry, dreamy, moonlit night, down the halls of Lowe's and I can put those purchases on your card, lover, because I so love it when you do that. Then, in the quiet snuggle of our bed, we'll hold each other close, and whisper little intimate secrets to each other, like, you can tell me your social security number, and come the morning, you can cherish me! Ah, love! Ain't it grand? Or a few grand, say about $50,000?
