Just wanted to post and say that I am still trying to be strong. H is still being himself(ass) and I think that he knows that I am upset that he would invite his family over for a bbq when he doesn't even live there. One minute he is positive but then for hours later he is mean. I am really getting sick of these feelings. Since H has been gone for three months now I am assuming that he must be happy or content with his new life. I really hope that the OW is as wonderful as he sees her to be....because each day I feel like I am on the brink of insanity and he is happy as can be. Should I just file for D and be done?
