Ok....I need some input! I am having a little dilema. I guess that my family knows about my intentions to work things out with my H if things came down to it. My Mother and Father are treating me like sh*t because they feel like I should have already filed for a D. Honestly it is getting really out of hand. I dont speak to them about any of this but my mom likes to pry into things to get information. I am not a little girl anymore but she has called me every name in the book and yells and screams because I am willing to try and accept a man that has done the worse thing in her mind to me. I see where she is coming from a little but I dont know how to stop her from all of her control freak issues. She has come down to getting a copy of my cell phone bill to see how much me and H speak. Then calls everyone that she knows and tells them....then she tells me that we need to sit and talk because she is afraid that I have mental problems. Any sugguestions?
I spoke to H briefly yesterday. No fighting and no in depth talks about anything. I just wish that I knew what was really going to happen with us. I have pulled back a little more and I think that he likes it. I wish that with everything that I am going through that I had my H to support me but I havent told him anything about what is going on...I am not going to look weak to him. Help me I feel like I am ready for a nervous breakdown....SERIOUSLY!
