Happy Tuesday Everyone.... My weekend was full of things to do. I did take Devin and Hannah with H to Disneyland for Devin's birthday...we had a nice time...not a loving time but it was okay. No R talks. H did hug me a few times and give me a kiss...but I let it go right out of my head. Thank goodness because Saturday he remembered that we were getting along so he decided to let me know that he wanted a D so I said okay...then he was grumpy for awhile and then decided to be nice again. I don't know how to read this but that something is loose in his head...lol! I had plans to go to a bbq yesterday but then H invited his family to my house for the 4th....he said nicely that its his house too! So I ended up being at home....if he wants a D then why did he want to be at the house or did he do it to be mean and ruin things for me????? He saw a boys toy in the front yard and asked if my boyfriend had his kid over....things are childish sometimes. We enjoyed the day and at the end of the night he left with his sister gave me a hug told me that he love me(I am sure as a friend/mother to his daughter)and that he had a really nice time. I feel like he would like to work things out sometimes but then its like he is overcome by a spell and he gets moody. I don't know what is going on but I feel like it is due to the OW....in his head...it was probably driving him crazy that he didnt talk to her because he was with me. What to do now! Yikes!
