I screwed up...I can't leave well enough alone. I spoke to H...tried to be strong and couldn't. I then was stuip and asked him that I will help him get a car if he will never talk to OW or see her again. He said forget it. I thought maybe that would make him think. Now I feel like I was trying to buy his love and affection. I am at work and can't stop crying. I want this to be over. How can I fix what is so bad.
